__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` ____

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

peek-a-boo!
i rock. rocks rock.

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`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Monday, October 16, 2006

it's tat feelin of sinking.... and strugglin to break free..

the mid term has pushed me out of my comfort zone... freaks me out to see so many brillant pple ard... inferior deep down. finally i thought i've improved alot in programmin, but no! the ave was so high, i was below ave.... yeah i've improved, but not gd enuf to catch up in this rat race.

i nv liked to fail., i guess nobody does. always wantin to get the best of everything and live a fulfiling life... like wat i did in sec sch and jc.... keepin a healthy cca record while still managin to do ok at the end.. but it's so difficult to do tat... envy those who were able to juggle sch work, cca, clubs and everything else nicely . i wanna do tat, but i can't. i wanna look back on my uni life w.o any regret... i don't think i can make it.

i heard uni life's real fulfilin and fun and more relaz... yeah maybe if u r v involved with hall or cca and hv fun pple ard. maybe tat's y i feel even stress. nth for me to vent off my stress.

i've nv felt so afraid of slpin before. to slp, and wake up feelin anxiety because u know u wasted time slpin instead of doin work.

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10:11 PM

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*[[___ extras `-//*

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending
It's as much as I can take
And you're so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes
I've made along the way

But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting

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