
__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` _____*

`` its my lifee. [#] `-
i'm BOW LEGGED!!! wtf.. i'm bow legged!!! my knees are out of shape.. to those who dunno what it means, take a gd look at my legs....... i suspected it since sec3 after studying abt.. went for phsyio therapy and found out tat it's true... wat am i going to do!!!?? i can't run.. running will only accumulate the pain i feel.... my joints are joined unportionally.. tat's y i feel pain.. i can't run!!! it's a frightening thought to know i'm only meant to walk.. how?? my canoeing how??? how can i, with a lousy stamina, race in such a highly competite sport? already i'm so lousy.. wat with my legs?? i dunno wat to do.... my therapist say i shld nv run... again... i'm not suitable for such high intensity sport.. i'm not.. i'm not!!! how how?? go singles??? not join the compeition??... therapy can only help to a certain degree... the only way is surgery.. to straighten my legs.. tat's a horrible thought!!
i really hope things will go all fine... i really hope i'll be fine... i'm sorry!!!
*crying*
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
8:54 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
*[[___ extras `-//*
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending
It's as much as I can take
And you're so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes
I've made along the way
But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting
*[[____ blabbers (: `-//*