
__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` _____*

`` its my lifee. [#] `-
had a nice chat with ah ma chong when i met her. kinda started thinking..
my uni-hostel life revolves ard my old frens, my family, desmund and sch work.. mon-fri will be spent tryin to catch up w sch work. fri-sat will be spent w him, sunday w my family... is this the way i'm gonna spend the nxt 4 yrs?
met up w zun yest and she asked wat i'm gonna do. work at least once a wk, or quit... wat a hard decision.... really in a dilemma. opportunity cost of workin is lesser time spent w him and family.. i guess my mum wouldn't want me to work either.. but i don't wanna quit... sigh...
shld i be proud of being cca-less and activities-less? there's the same opportunity cost again... i see pple ard me being busy and not spendin time w their love ones. is it worth it? the only cca i'll ever be interested is canoe polo.
uni is the last lap of our education... it's also the most impt one.. shld studyin be priority? or a mixture of studyin and cca/hall activities ? don't wish to screw up this time round..... i've always managed to pull through in the end.. but the work now is overwhelming.
life is so fan... always askin us to make difficult decisions to define ourselves.
*bang head**bang head**bang head*
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
2:03 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
*[[___ extras `-//*
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending
It's as much as I can take
And you're so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes
I've made along the way
But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting
*[[____ blabbers (: `-//*