__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` ____

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Friday, August 25, 2006

the weather's so freakin hot tat i feel like wearin shorts everyday to sch, heck the shortness.. summer's over but the weather still shows no mercy.. where's the rain?? but the thing is, lecture halls can be cold. grr...

friday's lessons are torturous.. i dun understand y i've ample slp but i still am totally drained out durin both lessons.. y is c++ programmin early in the morning??? most of the time i dun understand wat the two lecturers are blabberin abt so y not just slp.

and hvin an one hour paper on c++ programmin in a mth's time sure isn't smth to ... look forward to

but yeah, went shoppin w aud yest and i'm happy with wat i bought. *grins*

i seriously think tat after 4 yrs in ntu, i'll develop solid, well defined calf and thigh muscles. cos i live on the 4th storey, and there's NO elevator.. and ntu is designed in such a way tat there's always a flight of stairs for u to climb. like... wat the toot.. sure there's lifts ard. but they'll always crowded when lessons gonna start so the alternative is the stairs...

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
6:14 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, August 24, 2006

i realise my maths isn't that gd after all! feel so inferior in classes. and there's like pple on par with the teachers! goodness.... so much to catch up on la.. damn sian.. so much logic when i hv none.

and i guess, i nv learnt not to be clumsy. last wk, while ironin the clothes, i ironed my hand too.. and burnt some hair.. today, after sweepin, i realised my skin came off! didn't even felt any pain la... haiz. the agony of havin to mop the floor and tryin to bathe w one hand cos it hurts when the wound is in touch of water..

quite settled down in hall now. but i guess i miss the presence of my family, despite their noisiness and constant nagging. miss my little bro lots.. sigh.... but i like studyin late into the night, w absolute no disruption (except for my fridge). at home, my mum will not slp till we slp la.. cos she thinks there's no pt workin tilll so late.. but it's always nice to hv someone who's concern abt u i guess. i'm glad i still hv the energy to slp late and wake early. still...

i dun understand y some pple are willin to do certain things for some frens but not for others..

all in all, things are still fine... at least that's wat i think they are.

i miss my brother.

i miss my tigger.

i miss you.

meetin aud tml... glad i can still be in touch with my frens.. =) takes two hands to clap. tat's wat i always believe

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
1:06 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

hmmm.......... my timetable is pretty gd ba... no morning lessons except for friday. everyday slp until sun come in le then wake up.. hehe.. but i hate tues,... cos i hv one hr break after each one hr tutorial. n there's nth u can do durin one hr breaks. it's damn bored la. i was like a wandering soul walkin ard findin my frens. haha.. sian like shit. somemore still end at 7.30pm... so dreadful!

but at least... i made some frens... which is cool, cos i nv attend any camps... even made a fren from my econs class.. cos i wasn't from engineering so everybody knows everybody else. and they had a maths lesson prior to the tutorial, so everybody was inside liao. so weird to go in when everybody in there, then some more almost all guys.... had to look ard to c if they hv the econs tutorial on their table just to make sure.

otherwise.... things r stil fine... know my way ard.. kinda..

but i guess.. im still in a slack mood... don't hv the motivation to revise.... which is smth i shldn't be doin la.. cos must revise and study.. now uni le... i told myself the same thing before jc started. but still ended up slpin thru lectures and playing... and see wat happened? i failed GP. slpt thru upper sec and see wat happened too? can't afford to let history repeat itself, but where's that motivation in me that i need?

tml si ya is coming over to visit me at ntu.. yeah!

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
11:52 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Sunday, August 13, 2006

sch has started.. dun really feel a difference from jc except tat everybody is in home clothes and the lts and tutorial rooms are all a distance apart.

it's more relax living in hostel.. but hv to do the household chores myself, which i nv dun before at home.. but i'm not complaining.. i've got a great room mate.

but then... i've to balance between sch, family and him. mon-fri spent in sch.. left only 2 days for 2 impt groups of pple. my mum's complaining i'm not spending much time at home, but on the hand, i want to spend time w him too. sux when i've to choose

but yeah, things are still goin fine.. tat's cos i haven't really gotten busy.. when i start gettin busy, i'm sure i'll be more frustrated cos i'll hv little time w them.

it's easy to say u want to hv a gathering, like lunch out together or smth.. but it's hard to organise.. cos i always believe it works both ways.. both parties must put in effort to make things work.. it's whether u hv the heart to go or not..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
12:29 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*