__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` _____*
`` its my lifee. [#] `-
en! u must be regretting not joinin us at cafe cartel yest.. cos u missed out on the food and the gd lookin guy. hehe...
so many things to buy for uni.. so kua zhang ar! went ntuc 3 times in one day! sick of it ar.. oh yeah, i'm not goin for camp! wahaha... mavis and i are backin out.. cos.... i'm stayin in the hall my sis used to be stayin!!! and she say the hall camp suxs.... better to spend more time cleanin and packin.. must be the sch's idea to put me in the same hall.. so not coincidence la.
so many things to move in, hope he can take leave. =)
haiz dunno wat cca to join la.. mavis say she wanna join sports camp.. wondering abt it.. but hor... just as long dun affect my studies can le.
hope my timetable is gd. got time to slowly bathe and walk to sch.. hehe.. but tat's too hopeful ba..
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
7:43 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
enjoyin every bit of my new phase in life.. but ain't really lookin forward to sch startin. camp's nxt wk! argh... dun like those cheerleadin, ice breaking games, self intro blah blah. but wat to do? for the sake of my future well being livin in hall, i've to go. haven't bought my bolster, pillow.. and my laptop! sian.. buy from sch or outside ar? one more wk to settle leh. tian.
one more wk..... and i wouldn't be seein u that often.. and i'll be busy too. i know i shldn't let my mind run wild.. i've confidence in us, but i hate the feelin of missin u..
and the thing is, my mum doesn't seem to like me hangin out w u... so wat if uni has lots of guys? so wat if they are smarted and will earn more? so wat if u don't have a proper family?
4 yrs is so long...
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
6:54 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
it's not that i dun wanna meet u guys.. is just that u guys nv calls me out to do the things that u all do.. and i was just reminded that i hvn't met u guys for some time.. if we were to meet, it's prob me who's organisin this gathering.
sometimes it's just scary to tink abt the future. cos as much as u hope it'll be the way u want, no one knows wat's gonna happen.
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
3:03 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
i'm happy.
university is comin ar! oh my tian! like super near le la... and the sch is bloodin big.. and so the buildings are on slopes! hv to climb countless steps up and down la... tian ar.. and i dunno wat i'm gonna be doin 4 yrs later.. wat can i do?
4 yrs seem so long.... 4 yrs later i'll be 23... 4 yrs later, will things still be the same? sometimes i'm afraid of the future.. cos it sounded so nice... wonderin if i've been too careful...
feelin like garfield sometimes.. carryin that lump of fats ard.. lazin and eatin ard.. and super unfit.. grrr..
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
11:39 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
*[[___ extras `-//*
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending
It's as much as I can take
And you're so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes
I've made along the way
But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting
*[[____ blabbers (: `-//*