__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` ____

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Saturday, December 31, 2005

it's 31 dec 2005! in 10 mins, it'll be 1 jan 2006! the start of a brand new yr... the yr where i get my A level results.. the yr where i go uni (hopefully)...

one wk of work has gone and i'm shagged! i actually slpt from 1.30am to 2 plus in the afternoon! tian! this is the first time i ever slp so long other then being sick. gettin my pay on tues! but sobx sobx.. half of my pay will go to my mum.. so sad hor! but bo bian... help ard in the family.. haha gotta eat bread for lunch everyday so i can save up to buy a laptop and other nice clothes and stuff for myself!

yeah yeah goin ubin on mon! nv go before . i can't wait! wah.. didn't know got 13 pple goin leh.. so many.. haha wee!

i wonder if he rmbs... but i don't think so since he nv rmb.

so sad! this yr there's fireworks at east coast and other places! lasting 15 mins! sobx sobx... gonna start whinin le.. haha

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
11:47 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

2nd day of work.. i'm startin to like it! haha startin to get the hang of things le.. the best part of this job is tat i can walk ard... either go to the other office or climb up stairs to 4th floor to get things done..

must thank kim! he brought me to this vegetarian stall at shaw tower few yrs ago? then today en and i went there.. luckily i rmb got one more cheaper stall there.. thx kim!

today there's this difficult customer.. actually not his fault la.. his son is allowed to use his credit card.. as in he has the supplementary card.. but however, his other son actually was able to use the credit card to make purchase overseas! so the guy got kinda pissed abt the whole thing. he was worried tat nxt time when he lost his card, the stranger who picked up his card can also use his card.. we got the senior stuff to handle him.. he made quite a scene, with his loud, interrogatin voice. the staff in the other department could hear and see him on tv ( we got camera behind us ). mas, a very nice guy, called us and tried to help in ways he can.. even askin if we need back-up...

actually today there's suppose to be another difficult customer comin, accordin to mas. this guy called and mas picked it up. the guy was like shoutin at him, even using vulgarities. then mas typed a letter for us, warnin abt 'a noisy and idoit member'. lol the letter is funny! he also tell us how to handle him, like not ask him too muh qns and stuff. so nice! haha but tat guy nv come leh. so disappointing.

wee! i like my job! haha tat's gd.. or i'll prob whine everyday.

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8:01 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

wee! today is my first day of work! heehee.. wore a white skirt with a pale orange and yellow top.. haha.. =p

the work place is near bugis.. ar. hv to bring umbrella tml le. so many things to learn! file this, file that, sign here, sign there, chop with this, chop with that... blah blah blah.. haha.. send mail, sort mail.. talk to customer.. take stock, check stock! so overwhelmin! haha i think after tonight's slp, i'll forget most of the stuff.. i'm blurred today

2 times a day, an auntie will come and asked if anybody want drinks. then gotta go to her with ur cup and request for either tea, milo or coffee.. haha. the company's own kopi soh! aiya, they shld hv hired TRICIA.

i'm under the customer service department, workin as receptionist at diner's club international. the pple there are real nice and friendly!

gotta learn everything by fri as from nxt week, only en, wen hui and i at the counter. and sometimes i'll be alone there to handle pple.

after work, went to watch THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA with en, andy, xun yong, kai jun, seng tuck and zhi yang. actually i dun even know kai jun, seng tuck and zhi yang.. only know who they are. but ya.. hv been watchin movies lately with roughly the same pple... all ex 4/7 de except xun yong and i.

caught the 9.00pm show at lido... after many miscommunications finally could watch the movie. we were at the 2nd row from the front, same as when we watched king kong. i think lido added 3 more rows of seats cos behind us, there was a barrister.

we had to split into a group of 4 and 3 cos a couple had chosen to sit between us. right in the centre.. sigh.. lol

the movie is nice! touchin, with impact.. it's great! although i don't really like how it ends.. but well, it's a movie worth watching!

show ended at 11pm. took cab home with en and xun yong. gettin ready to slp now to start a new day ahead! wee! wonder wat i shld wear though.. heehee

my throat hurts!

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
12:38 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, December 26, 2005

today, we remember the terrible disaster tat struck mankind exactly a yr ago. tsunami.. even though it has been a yr, i'm sure that the victims still need help to rebuild their lives. let us do our part to help those unfortunate.

life is unpredictable. treasure it!

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
6:43 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

well, i'm just back from hiang en's hse! didn't expect to stay there until so late but we did!

esther and i met to go to en's hse together. then had to call her to ask for unit no.. when we went up, we got a surprise! tat woman, wore a christmas hat, and just popped out from her door! and of cos, shouted merry christmas..lol so funny! toot... haha

queen tricia hadn't arrive, so we (hiang en, hiang ling, esther and i) ate chocs and played cards. finally, she came, and she brought her piglet along!!! omg.. haha.. anw.. we spend the night taking turns to use msn (actually only tricia and i use), play playstation (puzzle fighter) and playin bridge. meanwhile, we ate chocs and more chocs and also titbits..

then we got bored. and teo teo say watch vcd. she brought a korean vcd... by then, i think it was 2, 3 am? can't rmb... the show ar really can put pple to slp... en and esther already slpin on a big pillow each on the floor. i keep dozin off on the sofa.. the sole survivor was hiang ling! wow.. she watch the whole movie without fallin aslp! lol...

a little before 5am, i went to the sisters' room to slp. esther already slpin there on the big pillow. i slpt on the other big pillow. we both use tms jackets to cover our feets. but en later covered us in blankets... the rest slpt on the 2 mattresses.

woke up 10 plus.. and watch cartoons! lol.. soon en's parents came back with breakfast. teo teo finally woke up too.. haha.. we watched 'the myth', eatin bee hoon and drinkin soya bean milk and hvin tou hua for dessert. the show not bad i think, but kinda unbelievable.

after the movie, we ate papaya and started playin bridge. at 2pm, esther annouced tat she will play her last game as she gotta meet her fren at 4pm... drag and drag.. by 3pm, esther was still there. lol. partly cos her fren also push back the meetin time..

then we startin takin alot of funky pics!

the 4 of us!

our formation!

esther's leg stickin out!

hear no evil, speak no evil, see no evil and one extra behind

hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil and touch no evil?

cheese!

war! and they still so happy...

haha, lame pic! did u see en's leg?

well, it's a great way to spend christmas with ur frens. pity our hi 5 member, boon, didn't come. thx en for everything! and en's parents too! and thx hiang ling for being our photographer.

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
4:28 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Sunday, December 25, 2005

merry christmas to all! ho ho ho!

well, today is a v unique christmas celebration for me. some members of Hi 5 went cycling at east coast! actually only esther, en and i went. tricia had lunch buffet... that en ar... so disoriented tat she took the trn to kembagan, missing the stop at bedok... i faint sia....

so we went ecp and rented bikes for an hr, and had an hr free. we rented this bike designed for females cos it's light... i feel so short cyclin on it!! lol. wow, ecp is so crowded! there's so many pple campin on the beach and even more pple on the cycling lane. so scared i'll bang somebody.

we cycled all the way to changi safra resort, found chairs under a shade and rested there for quite some time. then we headed back to a hawker centre and had sugar cane juice. after returnin the bikes, we walked to parkway to meet teo teo for dinner

had our dinner at pasta after which we went round parkway. oh, i'm wearin contacts! heehee.. anw.. we are now all at home.. later we'll be goin en's hse to stay over! wee! meetin esther at 9.30.. yeah! wat a nice way to spend xmas!

i'm startin work on tues! i can't wait! =p

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
8:31 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, December 23, 2005

had dinner with hi 5 on wed at swensens. great to see boon again. her laughter still the same. and we all found out a dirty little secret of trish. dirty... don't worry tricia, i wouldn't tell anyone u can don't change ur sch skirt for a wk. =p

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
10:20 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, December 19, 2005

just finished bathin and i realised i'm burnt. sun burnt. there's sleeves, shorts and spectacles mark on my lobster-red skin! lol long time nv get burnt le.. last time not so bad, i was darker.. now so fair.. gosh.. can feel the heat on my arms.. tian.. ar! can't wear sleeveless for some time le.. hope i don't peel... or else i'll hv patchy skin! haha. but i think i'll peel anw.. sigh..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
7:10 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

yeah! today's the happiest day of my hols since i came back! it totally feels like a holiday to me. for the past two, three days, i've been stuck at home, either sittin in front of the com starin at the screen, or readin comics or books. ok, it's not really stuck, but ya, just nv went out. but actually, it's kinda cool this way. at home where nobody disturbs u, with ur fav music on, readin the book tat u like... ( borrowed 'The Zahir' by Paulo Coelho ) not complainin abt being at home, just tat it'll be nicer to sit at a cafe, drinkin latte, readin, occasionally lookin up to see pple.

but today's different! totally different.

yest, aud stayed over at my place! haha... we didn't do much. wanted to rent vcd but didn't. watched 'legally blonde' on tv. then went out to eat prata... no, didn't go all the way to simpang ( i wish i could cos the other pratas everywhere not as nice ) aud's kosong was so flimsy and thin! i couldn't even taste the egg in my egg prata, unlike at simpang of cos. lol. got home... 10 plus? then went online to chat i guess. haha..

so glad adam's online cos can kinda ka jiao him? cos everytime when aud's at my place, and when i'm online, we'll talk to adam. together. actually, we'll end up talkin to each other and gettin adam confuse. he'll know immediately that aud's at my place. but yest's diff! it was night. so ad wouldn't so easily believe aud's at my place. right? haha.. the convo gettin borin cos ad like didn't guess. then aud signed in her msn. and talked to ad. lol. then not so bored le.. was kinda laughin my head out. was talkin to nic too, and got him not to tell ad that aud's at my place.

went offline.. like 1 plus? can't rmb.. couldn't slp so i began readin my book. aud's bored. and being nice, i passed her the latest issue of reader's digest. tat buffalo, wore jeans to my place nv bring change of clothes and intended not to slp. and then i caught her dozin right in front of me! i had given her mj pe attire to wear before tat. so we went to slp like 2 plus?

woke up at 7.10am and got a shock. supposed to wake at 6.45am and wake aud at 7am. we were sendin james off cos he's goin ns! lol... actually aud's the one sendin him off. so i faster bathe, woke tat buffalo up, gave her towel to bathe, prepare her breakfast and off we went to pasir ris.

after sayin goodbye to james, we walked to pasir ris park cos we are goin cyclin! tat's like.. smth i've not done for some time. plus i nv cycle at pasir ris before. but it was like 8,9 plus. still early, rental shop not open. so we walk and walk until we found a man-made rock thingy near the seafood restaurants. sat on the stone, rock, boulder or watever u call that and just stare out into the sea. for aud and i, tat's all we need to pass the time. to us, it's an enjoyment just sittin there, feelin the sea breeze, lookin at waves, the clouds and not thinkin abt anything.

aud took off her shoes ( and socks) and she's wonderin y i nv did the same. anw, nic came to find us, cos we say we goin cycling. lol... by the time he came, we hv already spent like an hour just sittin there. haha. we like kinda bluff him cos in the end we spent like a total of 2plus hrs there. lol.

after awhile, i took of my socks and shoes... stone, stone, stone. then i suggested goin down to play with the sand and water. haha.. yeah! so aud and i went down to play.. while nic remained on the stone, stonin. lol. haha we like kids leh. deprived childhood. too bad don't hv extra change of clothes or i would hv gotta myself wet. haha we tried to get our feets buried in the sand... write on the sand.. stuff like tat. saw dead crab and dead fishes, but wat's tat compared to seein a diaper being washed to the shore! lol... was laughin head out. oh, nic had finally came down to join us. actually not really join us, cos we all like at diff parts , doin our own things.

finally...... we decided to leave. went to rent bike for 1 hr at $5. 1 hr, cos nic say pasir ris park v small.. haha so we followed him up and down the park. we were given 1 hr and 15 mins! after one round up and down , we still had time. then aud... bring us to the children's cyclin complex. there's 3 round paths of slopes of different heights.. it's fun goin down at a fast speed.. but not fun when goin up. haha.. then we got bored and wasted time by talkin. actually nic and i didn't talk much. it's mostly aud blabbling on and on abt darren lee..

nic left cos he's goin bugis. aud borrowed 'white chicks' and 'the grinch'. then we went to kiliney kopitiam. guess we were all tired so kinda grumpy. lol. after lunch/tea, went back to my place and watched 'white chicks'

so happy! nxt time not gonna wear white or beige out so can lie down on the rock and look at the clouds

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
6:08 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Saturday, December 17, 2005

yeah! today my family celebrated xmas! so cool.. all gathered at my grandma's house.. and each household brought their own contribution of dishes to share. so fun to see everybody, eatin and talkin to each other! then we hv exchangin of gifts! haha.. had to label the gifts.. then drawed lots.. wee! it's so fun when everybody start to open their gifts to see wat they get... i got a note clipper.. and shampoo and bathin set.. but exchanged it for perfume.. haha.

it's just so nice to hv family gathering. think i'm watchin chicken little with my cousins and bro.. wee...

sian. sis's bf stayin over. wth.

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11:20 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, December 12, 2005

DAY 1:

took this on the plane.. not a pic of sg but an island nxt to it.. haha quite cool though, minus the wing of the plane.

the ride on SIA is cool! haha.. watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and played Street Fighter durin the ride.. haha.. and they gave out Cornetto ice cream after the meal. happy ..

stayed at standford hotel.. the weather's ard 26 degrees.. nice sia.. but it's kinda foggy there.

me and goon bro

i bought a white belt for HK30.. quite cheap.. haha there's no tea egg here. so sad. ate that everyday with my bro in taiwan..

lala the hotel sux... it's supposed to be 4 stars. want to empty water in the bath tub also v v slow. ma chiam clotted like tat.

this is the view from outside my hotel room... look! it's so ... dirty and old looking.. and the units are v v small! all their apartments are small here. opposite hotel is a sch... weird

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12:29 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Saturday, December 10, 2005

it's funny how pple can behave so differently online and in person.
the frens i was close with aren't the ones i talk to online.
btw, are we still close?
kept me pondering abt it since i came back.
blog hoppin and found out other frens are doing things together, but
found out there's some plans abt a thailand trip, but nth has gotten to me.
maybe the hk trip was a blessing in disguise?
doesn't matter anw.
at least they are living.
i'll just fade away

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:45 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, December 09, 2005

as we all know and repeatedly remind ourselves, tat a blog is for one to express all thoughts and feelings, we hv always been discreet and holdin back, fearin that others who read our blogs will be offended... then we can't express ourselves as much as we want to.. and tat wouldn't help make u will better, which is, in a way, wat a blog is supposed to do. personally, i think we shld all open up and keep an open mind while readin other blogs. but who is brave enuf to do tat? to let pple talk bad abt oneself to whoever is reading? are the friendships strong enough to withstand the critisim? are we all willing to accept them with grace and improve in ways that pple find fault in?

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10:29 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

back from HK... i'm sick.. down with cough, sore throat and fever... lips bled yest, nose bled today... haiz.. feelin terrible now..

when the plane goin to land on SG, there was this loud screechin sound... shortly the captain say there's a weird smell in the cabin... scary! they had to off the aircon and lights.. luckily nth wrong..

dun wanna talk much abt my HK trip cos will sure be very long! maybe tml when i'm better and i upload the pics.. wee!..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
11:34 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*