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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

today is my 5th time watching fireworks! and i'm happy tat i managed to see it this yr.. each experience was so diff! so beautiful!

the 1st time i watched fireworks:
it was the preview of ndp in the yr 2002, when i was sec3.. that yr, tms participated in the ndp. we had our own performance! i was the student helper.. preparin their food, collecting bottles and cans for recyling.. stuff like tat.. haha.. managed to get tickets from a fren.. it was fun! it was my first time at a ndp show.. haha.. the fireworks were brillant! luckily we got the gd seats.. perfect view! was dazzled.. haha.. since then, i longed to go watch ndp and totally in love with fireworks.. haha

the 2nd time i watched fireworks:
it was also in the yr 2002.... tms canoeing team was invited to dragon boat the lantern festival at chinese garden... i was on a 4 man boat! so cool.. it was my first time at chinese garden! haha and my first time on a 4 man boat! the boat was shaky .. kinda like those boats that u go rowin down the river.. haha.. to our right, were pple coming to celebrate the festival aka mooncake festival.. it was at night.. and our boats were lit with coloured bulbs! from far.. we were little floating ships or smth.. haha. suddenly as we rowed.. there were fireworks! they were lit at the bank to our left! tat was the closet i ever get to fireworks! stunned! cos we weren't told there would be fireworks.. haha. but soon .. we spend half a min coughin and tryin to breathe in all that smoke.. haha..

the 3rd and the 4th time i watched fireworks:
last yr, 2004.. there were a series of fireworks displays from diff countries every sat i think.. went for two of the four with a fren.. it was at esplanade! we actually went quite early to wait.. luckily we did tat cos it was flooded with pple! haha.. waited for few hrs just for a few mins show.. haha.. but worth it la..

the 5th time i watched fireworks:
today! haha at my hse tat field.. went with my parents and we just sat on the grass.. w/o a mat.. haha so many insects.. saw grasshoppers and crickets.. haha waited so long! haha the fireworks were nice (obviously) i had a clear view of it.. yeah!.. after it ended, we walked home.. halfway, we heard the sound of fireworks and saw tat there were more! i ran all the way back .. but the stupid trees so tall for wat.. hah blocked like half of it.. haha

can't wait for my 6th, 7th.. 100th time watching fireworks!

hmm was walkin to the lift at my house and saw my bro and his classmates there.. haha think his frens got shocked.. to see a clone of my bro. anw.. we got into the lift.. haha then when it reached our floor.. standin there was another classmate.. he shouted 'boo' or smth.. i was standin right in front of him! haha. he got surprised too.. haha.. then immediately, i heard a girl sayin tat i've the same eyes as my bro.. then .. i heard tat i'm the female version of my bro.. haha hello! u mean my bro is the male version of me.. haha..

they slacked at our place for awhile. then all of us went down to watch fireworks... they went to the mama shop.. haha then i shouted across the badminton to my bro.. was tellin him abt wat his fren said abt our eyes.. haha he was in denial.! as usual... i was going to tell him tat he was the male v of me.. then he ask me to shut up! tsk tsk.. tat bro.. when he come back.... i'm gonna tickle him! haha..

my bro shld just be honoured tat he looked like me lor.. better then him lookin like mr lim.. although he does look like him alot.. haha.. i've been thinkin of living in the hostel when i'm in uni.. cos i wanna get away from some family probs.. but then.. i will miss my bro.. ! if i stay in uni.. i will only be seeing him once a wk.. maybe less! then.. we will be more distanced. i don't want tat to happen cos my bro is the reason that i'm still sane in this family.. haha.. we would spend time just sittin on the sofa talkin abt wat happened in sch.. havin a gd laugh.. now i come home late, we seldom talk cos most of the time he would hv slpt.. such a pig.. haha..

when i'm bored at night.. and when he just went to bed.. i would go to ka jiao him.. cos his bed is just beside mine! haha would talked to him.. tickle him.. prevent him from slpin.. haha.. then he would always pretend tat he is angry.. but he's actin super lousy la.. haha.. i love pinchin his cheeks! he's gonna be accusing me if his cheeks ever sagged.. haha.. my bro is the best la! love him.. haha.. he's like 16 and don't act like one.. at least not at home and w. me ard.. haha

he's always blamin me for causing him to be wat he is today.. lame.. lame.. and.. funny.. haha.. oh well.. shld be honoured ya? haha. he's a nice guy.. we both play this game maplestory.. he would ask his frens to make frens w. me so tat they can help me fren.. so nice hor? haha.. my bro and i simply looked alike i guess.. haha. there's this photo of our family at the zoo last yr.. me and my bro were standin apart.. and we smiled the same way! our mouths were curved at the same angles.. our eyes too! wah piang... haha like photocopyin my face on his body! haha.. so amazin.. tot i lost the photo. but i just found it! haha.. oh.. me and my bro will do the same things or say the same things at the same time! it gets scary as it occurs quite often.. haha.. yeah.. we r twins 2 yrs apart.. haha :P

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9:09 PM

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