
__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` _____*

`` its my lifee. [#] `-
a thought suddenly struck me so i came to blog abt it... throughout my life, i DO NOT hv even one memorable birthday.. yes.. do not. i nv had celebrations with family or frens... although when i was young, my family will go eat out sometimes.. and tat's my present.. no kidding.. a meal shared by 4 family members is all i get... ok, i get hong bao from my grandma and aunt.. but can't rmb when i last received them... when was the last time i received smth from my relatives? bet most of them dun even know my bdae...
i don't get biggie presents like wat i share to give my frens... and most of the time pple forget cos i'm born on such a weird day... it's not my fault tat i want to see the world sooner... but it sure does let me know wat kind of frens i got... seriously, y do i bother to put in so much effort to search high and low, spendin precious time searching for presents for others, when i don't see tat effort recipocratin? and i spent alot of money.. not tat i m grumbling.. but ya.. sometimes i wonder y i don't see this happenin for my own bdae.. u know it's like, 'hey it's so and so's bdae, let's go out to eat at.... wat do we buy for so and so?' i hear that all the time.. i guess cos they mean alot to me, perhaps i don't mean alot to them?
it's just my luck tat i'm born on tat day... oh well. it doesn't matter. so used to it... thx jan for ur bdae wish.. will always rmb tat.
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11:52 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
*[[___ extras `-//*
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending
It's as much as I can take
And you're so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes
I've made along the way
But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting
*[[____ blabbers (: `-//*