
__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` _____*

`` its my lifee. [#] `-
today is the last sea trnin i'll ever had...
wouldn't be wakin up at 5.30am in the mornin anymore.
wouldn't be seeing coach anymore.
wouldn't be doing warm up/cool down anymore.
wouldn't be running together anymore.
wouldn't be sweatin all out in the water anymore.
wouldn't be grumblin abt trnin anymore.
wouldn't be seeing turtles, squirrels and moniter lizard anymore.
wouldn't be carrying boats, lifevests and paddles to and fro anymore.
wouldn't be seeing the greenery and beauty of the reservoir anymore.
wouldn't be going toilet with my toilet partner, esther anymore.
wouldn't be sweepin the shed anymore.
wouldn't be tanned anymore.
wouldn't be usin tat smelly toilet anymore.
wouldn't be goin out for lunch with the usual after trnin anymore.
wouldn't be goin home with them anymore.
wouldn't be having the chance to sit at mcdonald with trish and esther anymore.
wouldn't be having excuse not doin work anymore.
wouldn't be a canoeist anymore.
after the compeition, there wouldn't be anything to look forward for after sch... suddenly we will be so free, wondering if we had trnin, we wouldn't be so bored.. after everything ends, we will all be seperated.. the whole gang wouldn't hv tat much to be together anymore.. the 5 of us also wouldn't be spending much time together... it was canoein that bonded us together, and it is also canoeing that will seperate us to a certain extent.. wat will we be doin on sat mornings and afternoons? definitely not with each other.. not all at least... to all my fellow canoeing gang, the time has come for us to go seperate ways, we may choose to be with our own frens or choose to stay together.. the season will be over soon... let us all channel all our determination tat we put in canoein into our studies..
to the both of u... there are not many days tat u two will see much of each other.. after this all ends, both of u will prob go separate as u two hv ur own clicks... stubborness leads us no where but a life full of regrets.. it does not harm to make the first move even if u are 'not at fault'. i'm sure both of u want things to return to before, but being stubborn will not let it happen... hope one of u do smth before things can worse.. is it worth it?
actually, the main motivation of this entry is to tell u all somethin my little brother, who is not as smart as his sister, which is me, said: our elder sis dyed her hair light brown, blonish kinda colour.. and i commented tat she looked like ah lian.. which my mum agrees... then my little bro actually said 'tot all ah lians are botaks?'. i got a shock! then burst out laughin non-stop.. then he went on to say 'don't they hv pink hair?' goodness.. wat has my bro been doin all these 16 yrs?? so i guess all ah bengs are botaks la.. includin all those baldin old man...
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:22 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
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I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending
It's as much as I can take
And you're so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes
I've made along the way
But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting
*[[____ blabbers (: `-//*