
__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` _____*

`` its my lifee. [#] `-
i guess i've nv tried hard.... but xin li de chuang shang shi yong yuan bu neng mi bu de... you all may just waved it off... but i've been undergoing prolonged emotional pain since i was young ... accumulating with each passing yr... do u know how bad it has affected me? growing up with all these pain and unjust is v unhealthy for a young child... it gets worse and worse with each passing yr... i hv no one to turn to..... all i want is ur attention, ur acknowlegement.. i put my best for wat i believed and yet u all just dismiss it... then wat for i work so hard? hv u all ever respected my decisions? i really want to hv a happy ending for all of us... my fault for not trying hard even though u all hv given in... but nth can change this stigma in me..
maybe tat's y i expect too much from my frens... i'm sorry if i did anything wrong tat u r unhappy abt... i'm still learning to be a better person.
the middle child syndrome... who will understand and sympatize with the child?
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
1:53 AM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
*[[___ extras `-//*
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending
It's as much as I can take
And you're so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes
I've made along the way
But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting
*[[____ blabbers (: `-//*