
__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` _____*

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hi ! i'm back from my trning camp! so tired.. but i do enjoy the camp.. mostly at least.
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on tues, i took trish's dad's car to sch... had to be in sch by 9am! so early.. can't slp more.. we started with some games.. eh.. shld be a jog round the sch twice first... dunno la.. anyway, after games we had our lunch.. there's hard boiled eggs for everyone! and apple too! wat a satisfied meal! after lunch we were off for sea trning... coach lectured abt hving camps in june .. blah blah abt not slpin enuf and not slping well... trning ok la i guess. was down with flu since mon night.. sickening!
after trning we went to enuos for dinner.... on the way back to sch on bus 3, there was a baby/toddler tat was so adorable! she seemed to be the one tryin to make trish laugh and not the other way round.. she was really really so cute! making those cute cute sounds and laughin to herself.. even said hi! oh gosh.. we were all unwilling to leave her...
back in sch, we bathed and watched 'army days' in the dance studio.. i went out halfway cos i was cold.. soon most of the j2s came out.. lights out for the j1s was at 11pm, while the j2s went to prepare for the confidence walk.
we toured ard the route. the sch was so bright, and we were afraid tat it wouldn't be scary.. when we reach the ending pt, we saw policemen in parade sq! at ard 9, 10 plus, ms tan, john and en accidentally kicked the alarm, causing a siren sound. the police are so ineffient! they arrived 2,3 hours later.. ms tan was called to talk to them.. had to make report.. it was 12 plus then.. after the commotion, we still hv to go for dry run! 1st pair to go was boon and jayanta, the nxt was kian leong and grace. so super tired le.. practically dragged my feet ard... when we finally could slp, i couldn't find my sleepin bag!!! wat a day...
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on wed, i realized liying mistook my sleeping bag for her and used it.. had games again.. but boon, jayanta and i went to do confi walk. they moved esther's station from the 3rd floor toilet to the male staff toilet in the hall... we tried out that station umpteen times, each time more and more pple joined.. soon mr lim, esther, boon , jay, jia qing, pk and me were in the toilet.. the badminton pple were hving trning and they keep looking at us walking in and out of the toilet.. it was decided tat esther would becon them to follow her, then she hid behind the partition in the toilet and walk alongside the j1 to the mirror. at the mirror, she will touch her hair and make moaning sounds. on cue, jia qing will slam his hands down on the mirror from inside the hose room while pk do the sound effects..
it's lunch and after tat is study time. i tried to study but ended up slping.. then it was gym.. by then, i was totally in a zombie mode.. but soon i felt better.. they had to go the blip style of run.. sprint a distance further away each time.. as i watched, i think someone likes someone.. i sort of observe since then... hmm...
anw, dinner was at elias mall and lao wei treated us drinks...
back to sch and they had interaction time. boon, grace, jay, ron and me went round to set up the candles and stuff.. the sch was dark from the classrooms onwards! woohoo! we got the j2s to get ready with their constume and makeup.. we were behind schedule..
trish wore tms uniform.. she made her hair messy. we all think she looks nicer tat way.. wah her make up.. dunno wat to say.. she supposed to crawl out when the j1 were signin their name at the maths staff room. en wore sac unifrom, she and john paired up.. they made a scarecrow wearing tms uniform and drop it down when the j1 is climbin up the stairs.. esther wore a thai sarong kinda thing, muhsin wore red traditional malay constume while i was in red cheong sum.. first time wearing! moo painted his whole face white! so scary! ron would hid under the lt toilet's basin and grabbed the j1's leg when they enter.
everybody was in a rush and quite blur.. soon it was going to start.. the j1s were in the dance studio watching 'acacia'
the 1st victim was mr lim.. he laughed when he saw me! and wasn't scared by muhsin.. i was supposed to distract them while muhsin will scare them from his hiding place.. anw, some j1s were scared, some weren't..
they stopped the confidence walk at after the 9th person and told the j1s tat something happened.. they acted out along with mr lim.. wondering if they shld cancel it.. think the j1s weren't scared.. anw the walk continued after tat.. it was already like 12am le.. and we hv 21 pple.. jay when ard and told us to pray. dunno y too.. but we all did... the whole thing ended ard 2am..
during the debrief.. jay said tat smth really happened. he said the 3 candles tat they place on each succesive steps were moved and placed in a row.. i listened.. and then raised my hand after he finished.. i told him it was muhsin who knocked down the candles and placed them in a row.. it caused everybody a scare. they even went back to pray.. but jay then say there was another incident that happened.. this time it's real. shall not mention abt it..
went to bathe to wash off the face paint..
actually can slp le.. but mr lim lost his bunch of cca rooms keys.. haiz.. searched bags, questioned pple.. in the end, jay, jerry, grace, kian leong, mr lim and me traced back the confidence walk route to search for it.. we couldn't find it.. then the 4 guys climbed over the ramp to go to the 1st lvl.. they then found it at the armstrong club area.. we had moved tables and chairs before hand.. had misplaced it then.. when everything was done, it was 4 plus! still got trnin.. slpt a few hrs..
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on wed.. woke up at 7am, then when back to slp and was awaken at 7.40am..we hadn't clean up the wax on the floor.. i quickly go bathe and joined jay to clean up the mess. by the time i can eat it was like 8.30am.. i could only eat a slice of plain bread and an egg cos i had to clear up the mess.. the bus left at 9am so everybody was in the rush..
today's trning was slack. coach say tml's will be shiong.
went to ps pastamania for lunch then i hurried down to sgh... arrived early as all the transport tat i take didn't need much waiting time.. fell aslp while waiting.. the psyhio taped my knee and rolled it up.. she ask me wear that thingy back home!
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2 wks left. how how?
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wake me up when september ends..
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
7:49 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
*[[___ extras `-//*
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending
It's as much as I can take
And you're so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes
I've made along the way
But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting
*[[____ blabbers (: `-//*