__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` ____

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Thursday, June 30, 2005

finally maths and chem over! but aiya.. my maths .. so disappointing. tml is my last day of exams.... then think going to watch 'war of the worlds'.. then sat think going shopping.. haha .. fun!

today after chem, ms choo ask all her classes to stay back.. tot wat she wanna say sia.. end up she gave us each a present! she sounded so nice, so different from wat u hear in class... she was saying ' the long weekends are here and u all can hv ur well deserved break. then come back on tues.. we hv one more term to go. let's do it' smth like tat la.. so surprising! she typed out each person's name.. and wrote below it 'if you can dream it, you can do it'... signing off with her name.. the piece of coloured paper was attached to a carabina in the shape of a star.. it's so nice and thoughtful of her! hmm.. haha..

i've not receive any reply for 2 days!!!! i dunno wat's wrong.... wat's the reason behind .... y y y!!.. hmph... hmph... so sickening! just sent an email to tat someone who make me wait for 2 long long days! dunno when i'll get a reply... that person is so inconsiderate! but y am i frettin here?

as long as u hv made a decision, just follow it through and nv look back... i'm sure u will do well!

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
5:31 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

y everytime when i wanna give up or let go or forget, i will always be backfired by some sudden happening? then i'll be back to sq 1.. so many times already! before last night, i've already decided to let some things go.. but then someone called me last night but i was sleeping so i missed the call.. i think i know y that call came.. it's like telling me not to let go or smth... so i guess i'm not really going to let go now........

"there's always two sides to a story. i choose to listen to the right side."

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
12:03 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

finally having a break... two days of craziness... i got ugly dark eye rings and eye bags!!! hmm i dun expect much though.. but really hope my maths can do well cos ... maths ultimately my best sub.. but my statistic sux big time....
hmm.. i had too many distractions this past 2 yrs... till i hv deviated so much from my true path... gotta push them away from the make of my mind before i regret..

"we must learn to tolerate, for we are not at all perfect"

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
8:05 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Saturday, June 25, 2005

back from my uncle's house warming.. at bukit panjang! dunno y he likes to live so far from everyone else... hmm.. it's a nice cosy house for my uncle and aunt... he lives on the second floor.. which looks like a normal first floor.. dunno how to say.. from the carpark, which is the 1st floor, up to his unit... it's as though the carpark is the basement.. outside his house is a small lawn.. like private house sia.. cool design! at first he persuaded everyone to go play badminton at the lawn, i was reluctant cos it sounds dumb.. but then i saw my dad and my bro playing then i rush out to play with my dad.. haha so long nv play badminton and with dad liao.. like last time we used to play when we were young and got once my dad slided on the ground cos he didn't want to miss the shot.. since then his arm wasn't gd liao.. hmm.. i played barefooted cos one of my uncle wore my slippers.. and the grass is wet and slightly muddy.. hmm had fun playin with dad and my bro.. and after a long while my mum came to play too.. played with her as well.. haha .. badminton is so fun.. but i nv learnt how to do a slam...

when u reach a road at one pt of time in ur life tat is dusty and smokey... take time to clear them away and everything will be fine.. yeah.. i'm hoping for a hurricane to come by to sweep them away.. but in the meantime, i'm fine cos i know there's someone who always care for me.

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
8:32 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

when u lose ur interest in smth, would u still put in ur time and effort for it? maybe some will, but i didn't..... i wonder wat makes me lose interest in smth tat i loved so passionately in the past...

yes. i've lost interest in canoeing. in sec sch, i used to be trnin everyday.. reaching sch at 6am to do gym. things like tat... i used to persuade pple to trn with me.. then, i was crazy over canoeing.. but now.. my interest in it hv faded away... so many things hv happened: there was some unsolved tension amongst the j2 tat gave me an enormous headache, when i go trnin i've to see pple's faces, my knee and my wrist tat gives me constant problems (i cannot run.. walking can serve as a problem to me now), i get more and more tired......... i am no longer motivated... i think the biggest influence is cos of my knee....... i can't do much abt it except to prevent it from getting worse.... tat's y my stamina sux to the core now.. and tat's y i get lousy results when i do water trning... and tat's y i get so irritated with myself (and my knee)

i've got this structural problem in my whole leg.. first, my knee cap is shifted from it's normal position, there's smth wrong with my menicus.. and my whole knee structure is cocked up... and tat's y i am bow legged to counteract the problems in my knee.. and tat's y i am slightly flat footed to counteract my bow leggedness... climbing stairs up and down is a problem.. walking for a period of time also is.. standing, sitting.. watever i do also got problem... there's always this soreness and weird tingling feeling... i just wish i can go for surgery immediately to cure all this nonsence instead of endless pyshiotherapy sessions..

when i want to run, or actually did.. i think of my future and wat will happen to my knee if i did...

it's not tat i dun wanna do those exercises..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:57 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, June 23, 2005

i guess i've nv tried hard.... but xin li de chuang shang shi yong yuan bu neng mi bu de... you all may just waved it off... but i've been undergoing prolonged emotional pain since i was young ... accumulating with each passing yr... do u know how bad it has affected me? growing up with all these pain and unjust is v unhealthy for a young child... it gets worse and worse with each passing yr... i hv no one to turn to..... all i want is ur attention, ur acknowlegement.. i put my best for wat i believed and yet u all just dismiss it... then wat for i work so hard? hv u all ever respected my decisions? i really want to hv a happy ending for all of us... my fault for not trying hard even though u all hv given in... but nth can change this stigma in me..

maybe tat's y i expect too much from my frens... i'm sorry if i did anything wrong tat u r unhappy abt... i'm still learning to be a better person.

the middle child syndrome... who will understand and sympatize with the child?

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
1:53 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

today is supposed to be study day cos nxt week is mid yr exam, but trish, boon, esther, en and me went to bugis to shop!!! boon wanted to buy skirt so we all go together... i wanted to buy a tube, a skirt, a handbag and a top... boon, esther, en and i took the mrt from tampines to pasir ris then to bugis cos we wanted to ensure tat we hv seats.. and also cos tricia teo hui xin woke up late... in my handbag, i bought my little maths formula book! haha feeling guilty not studying.. haha...

anw, teo came soon after and we had lunch at terra.. then we went to bugis street and i bought my tube $5.. but since most of the shops hv yet to open, we headed to og.. there i bough a plain white top from giodarno $11.20... we went back to bugis street.. tried out some skirts but didn't like.. so we went back to parco... trish suddenly brought out the idea of going watch mr and mrs smith.. gd idea! but we continued our shopping... i like this billabong shorts.. but haiz.. always so ex.. saw a handbag that i think is not bad.. boon also like... en saw a pair of orange slippers from ripples tat she like.. when we were at 77th street, i checked the timing for mr and mrs smith.. there was one at 5.05pm.. it was already 4.35pm then.. tricia and i persuaded the rest to go watch.. and succeeded! then the two of us rush down to the 1st floor to buy tickets while the rest went with en to buy slippers. the tickets only $7! phew.. lucky not so ex..

at the theatre, we saw two little girls sitting at our row.. little little girls! oh my god.. pri 1? younger.? wat are they doing here watching mr and mrs smith??? think they go wrong theatre, should be watching batman... the show was nice! funny, exciting, romantic, witty.. all together.. nice nice! towards the end of show in the shooting of baddies seen.. it is as though lara croft is back in another episode of tomb raider.. haha

after the movie, i bought the handbag.. $19.90.. quite happy.. ended up i did the most shopping..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
8:51 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Sunday, June 19, 2005

yest was ben's bdae so we went to nydc (suntec) for dinner... was made to wear skirt xia.. haha... anyway, when we reached city hall, it seems like all the guys also dressed up.. dunno y too.. except jia qing who is always looking boy boyish.... at nydc, there was this waiter called farhan... he was a very attentive waiter.... he will constantly refill our glass of water... when we ordered a slice of cake for ben, he gave a stack of servettes and some spoons, just in case we were sharing the cake... then esther, boon and i ordered dessert, he gave us the spoons along with servettes.. when the rest ordered dessert, the waiter didn't even gave them spoons.. and when they did, there was no new servette... haha.. ya.. so farhan is a very hospitable guy... haha.. esther kept calling for him sia.. lala... we filled up the feedback form and praised farhan... we gave to the manager who, we supposed, told farhan abt it.. then it seems like he keep smiling sia.. haha ..

after dinner, wei qiang started pouring cheese into a glass of water.. then added the remains of his sundae.. we played zhong ji mi ma.. whoever lost had to drink a mouthful... boon got it first, then pk.. each time they added more stuff into it.. haha.. then the last round wei qiang lost! haha then we all added lotsa stuff inside.. haha cheese, chilli.. haha ...

we went to the esplanade after tat... i led them there.. so i became the 'tour guide'. then jq complained that this was a lousy tour and he wanted to go back hotel.. haha.. even said he want to change tour grp to chan brothers.. he is so lame!.... we went to the rooftop garden. it is so nice! wouldn't mind just spending the whole night there staring into the sea.... after tat we went to the open area... there was live performance, so we stood there listening to a lady singing... there was a grp of kids playing with this inflated disc.. they will throw it up and go catch it.. often the disc when land on other pple.. it's so fun watchin them chasing the thingy, screaming and laughin along..

on the train home, jq asked y we hv lousy service, hv to take public trn home insted of tour bus.. i said cos u all gave meagre fees.. haha . it was an enjoyable night ..

y did i wake up so early? cos my cousin is getting married today! hv to be at her house by 8 for the tea ceremony.. haha first time attending a wedding, first time watching 'live' tea ceremony.. first time going for a wedding dinner... i'm happy for her.. :P

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
6:20 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Saturday, June 18, 2005

was so glad it rained yest! been a long time since i last canoed in the rain! the whole reservoir was quite dard, and with rain pelting down heavily, i could hardly see... somemore the rain droplets hit quite hard on me.. but it's super fun to be in the rain... when we came out and keep the boats, wei qiang and jia qing jumped on flooded part of the pathment and caused boon to be splashed with dirty water.. soon esther, wen ee, boon and me started kicking water onto each other.. haha so fun... pls pls rain more!

after trnin, boon, esther, en, tricia came to my hse for steamboat. just nice to eat tom yam in this cold weather.. we ate for quite some time, while listening to my didi play the piano.. haha.. then we played bridge and taidee... ate chips and choc.. haha.. they stayed at my hse for quite long.. but it was fun!

john john went for ns check up... how come they nv check his brain ar? haiz. they will hv to wait until nxt yr to find out tat he is crazy!

i wonder y pple want to go into bgr so soon... yeah it's nice to hv someone to care for and in turn be cared by.. to hv tat special someone to see u thru feng feng yu yu... the feeling of gettin into bgr is wonderful.. but the process of the whole thing can be hurtful though... fights are inevitable.. one or both parties will get hurt.. but then it's thru fights tat allow the relationship to be stronger... aiya wat am i talkin abt..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:47 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, June 16, 2005

as mentioned in a fren's blog, i dislike pple who act as if they know me.. even i do not know who am i... shall not elaborate furthur.. but i think family does play a large part of one's character... sometimes i wish for things to be different, but like wat my other fren said, there is no use wishing as things will nv change.. i guess it's true... sometimes i just wish i can get away from this misery eg earning a scholarship and get out of this country asap... or stay in a hostel forever... but to accomplish the former would be extreme hard work and sacrifice.... i'll miss some pple if i do, and i'll hurt some pple too.... staying in a hostel: at least i wouldn't hv to miss pple... but i'll still hurt some though... watever it is.. this misery of mine is gettin to much to take... can anyone out there end all this for me?? it's sad when u can't find someone to turn to.. to really empty ur heart out.. and u hv to keep all this rubbish inside ur heart.. but who will bother abt wat i would say?

they are so freaking superficial... maybe i've not been a gd fren myself too.. i think i'm quite an angry person... there is so many things i wanna say but i cannot due to circumstances... if i am ever frank, friendships will be strained.. i don't want that to happen as frens are all i hv.. maybe tat's y i can't take it no more..

y do i even bother to write all these? one day when i am gone... will anyone miss me?

still waiting for tat day to be free.. maybe then i'll get to know myself better.... then i'll be the real me..

thinkin and missing someone is just so hard.. it's even harder when u don't get to see tat someone.

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:43 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

back from the overnight stay at my grandma house.. yest's gathering was a success! let me tell u more abt it:

after sea trning i chiong home cos their badminton game ends at 5pm... i was at the bus stop outside macrithie near 4pm and waited for bus 93 for nearly 20 mins! so sickening.. but it's journy to eunos was quite fast.. i dropped somewhere in kaki bukit and took bus 22 back to tampines... then i quickly rush home to bathe and set up the cutlery and stuff... i waited for them for quite some time and they finally arrived ard 6pm... li hui, yan ling, mei yin, maggie, mei qi, kim heng, chin seng, jun jie and wei liang.

when they came in, dunno y there was this awkwardness.. soon some started to play cards and watch tv.. we waited for en and tricia to arrive to start our dinner cos they finished the whole trning. they arrived ard 8 plus i think.. and we all started our steamboat dinner.. it was fun talkin and eating together in such a big grp.. the guys keep sayin en and tricia are from india and bangladesh.. haha they so dark ma.. when everybody didn't want to eat anymore, there were still some food inside the steamboat so we played zhong ji mi ma to clear the food.. tricia was the 1st to eat. li hui, en, chin all gotta eat too.. finally dinner was over and we started clearing up .. li hui and kim heng became my maid #1 and maid #2.. cos they started washing the bowls and cutlery automatically.. oh! janice couldn't come cos she was sick! i was still talkin to her in the morn and she said she was coming.. so disappointing.. but nvm, we still hv chance to meet..

after dinner we took grp pic and went to tm to walk walk.. it was 9 plus already..all the shops hv closed or are closing.. we went to long john silver to get some drinks and waited for ber to come.. she couldn't join us for dinner cos she was stuck in her project meetin.. when she came... i was quite surprised to see tat she hv changed though i hv seen her occasionally on the streets.. we talked for awhile before leaving for my grandma house.. (took photos again) en and trish didn't stay over.. i got mei yin and mag to stay. they didn't want to initially but i 'threatened' mei yin tat if she didn't stay, i would show those tat stay how she did her sit ups.. haha so they stayed! haha.. but they must agree it was a v effective night..

we sat and watch tv for awhile. then ber had to go home cos her mother wanted her to.. so chin seng and kim heng sent her home.. yan ling and li hui started studyin and soon jun jie, maggie, wei liang and i joined them.. the rest continued to watch tv but soon they started studying too.. everybody didn't slp and studied the whole night except for wei liang, jj and me.. i took 3 short naps altogether.. it was quite surprising tat the study time actually was very conducive.. we all taught that it wouldn't work.. we studied together, occasionally digressing to stay awake. they even went out ard 3 plus 4 to cheers to get more snack.. haha..

we had breakfast around 8 plus and then sat down stoning. thinking of wat to do.. nobody wants to watch madagascar with me! haha i can't find anyone.. lala. it was too early to do anything.. all the shops hadn't open.. we stoned for quite awhile before li hui annouced tat she wanted to leave.. the sky was grey and there was even lightning.. we all left together as we didn't want to be caught in the rain....

i'm sure we would get together more often to stay over at my ah ma's house to study cos it's v conducive.. hope tat this yr we will hv our annual chalet.. hope tat every yr we can hv a chalet.. this time round, i want it to be at safra changi..

thx everyone who made an effort to come for this gathering.. it's wonderful to see u guys after some time.. glad we can still click as well as we did last time.. let's form study grps! haha.. lala.. thx again!

going to play awhile then try to do some work.. then it's lala land time!

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:21 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Your Dominant Thinking Style:

Visioning

You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights.
You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details.

An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path.
You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum.

Your Secondary Thinking Style:

Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.

An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world.

What's Your Thinking Style?

did some tests while waiting for my frens to come.. they take so long! i'm getting jumpy!

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
5:59 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

just finished packing my room and cleaning the tables... it's only during special occasions tat my room and my tables actually looked clean! haha... and i just cramped 14 chairs round tat table... 14 pple out of 17! it's the biggest achievement ever! nv had 14 pple in our past gatherings! i've not seen belinda and janice for ages... so fun! pity i've got trning later.. can't join them for the badminton game.. argh! i want to play with them! oh well... hope today will be successful! i've even bought their fav drinks! hee.. li hui likes bandung.. the rest likes green tea... lala.. and li hui will bring titbits... i think later then will be ard 7 of us going to my grandma's house to stay over... can't wait to see them! think i'll be thinking of their badminton game later when i trn... i'll be leaving trnin earlier though... lala.. so happy..

yest studied in sch for awhile.. didn't really accomplish much.. but considering the fact tat i'll spend tat time slping if i was at home, i feel more consoled... less then 2 weeks liao... jia you everyone!

nth much for now... going to pack my bag soon and leave for trning! hope it's gd today

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:48 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Sunday, June 12, 2005

y do u seemed so eager to reply certain friend's msgs while u kept me waitin so long for ur reply? can it be coincidence so many a time? i doubt so... really, ur over zealous reactions towards some frens does make me feel out of place. hv u ever think before u act? u do make me feel irritated...... maybe i'm just jealous, but u shld learn to stand in other pple's shoes..

disclaimer: for those who read the 1st version of this entry. pls ignore it.

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
11:36 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

ms tan (soon to be mrs ng) and her hubby-to-be.. and us!

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
11:33 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Saturday, June 11, 2005

happy bdae kai ming!
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studied at bk t1 with boon, esther, en, trish and pk today! not bad did some work... when we went home, the 6 of us squeezed on the back row seats.. not really say squeeze, we were comfortably spaced... the bus was cold so it felt cozy.. haha.. the bus weren't even full so y did we all sat together? i also dunno.. haha so fun...
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oh that pk closed his blog! tat horrigible guy say wat's so interesting abt him...

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
11:43 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Your Birthdate: January 2

Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life.
The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.
Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.

You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.
You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.
It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

You Are 10 Years Old

10

Under 12: You are a kid at heart.
You still have an optimistic life view -
and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart.
You question authority and are still
trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart.
You feel excited about what's to come...
love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart.
You've had a taste of success
and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been
through most of the ups and downs of life
already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

haha i'm still a 9 yr old! it's proven! yeah! haha bleah!

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:58 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

forgot to mention tat i've got a new nickname! it all started when boon, esther, trish and i went to ps to buy bdae presents.. boon kept calling tricia 'trishy'. dunno y it later became 'shii shii' (like peeing sound) then tricia started calling boon 'boonsy', which evolved into 'pussy' but it sounded crude so we just stick to 'boonsy'.. esther was 'esthersy' (estasy) and i, beysy... which later became 'basin'.. (cos beysy and basin sound similar) haha it's lame la...
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tricia got another nickname! given by mr lim aka lao wei.. she made the milo on day 2.. then dunno y lao wei started calling her 'kopi soh'.. haha..
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if i can touch the rainbow, i will write ur name on top of it to let others know, how meaningful my life is to hv a fren like u!

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:26 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, June 09, 2005

hi ! i'm back from my trning camp! so tired.. but i do enjoy the camp.. mostly at least.
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on tues, i took trish's dad's car to sch... had to be in sch by 9am! so early.. can't slp more.. we started with some games.. eh.. shld be a jog round the sch twice first... dunno la.. anyway, after games we had our lunch.. there's hard boiled eggs for everyone! and apple too! wat a satisfied meal! after lunch we were off for sea trning... coach lectured abt hving camps in june .. blah blah abt not slpin enuf and not slping well... trning ok la i guess. was down with flu since mon night.. sickening!
after trning we went to enuos for dinner.... on the way back to sch on bus 3, there was a baby/toddler tat was so adorable! she seemed to be the one tryin to make trish laugh and not the other way round.. she was really really so cute! making those cute cute sounds and laughin to herself.. even said hi! oh gosh.. we were all unwilling to leave her...
back in sch, we bathed and watched 'army days' in the dance studio.. i went out halfway cos i was cold.. soon most of the j2s came out.. lights out for the j1s was at 11pm, while the j2s went to prepare for the confidence walk.
we toured ard the route. the sch was so bright, and we were afraid tat it wouldn't be scary.. when we reach the ending pt, we saw policemen in parade sq! at ard 9, 10 plus, ms tan, john and en accidentally kicked the alarm, causing a siren sound. the police are so ineffient! they arrived 2,3 hours later.. ms tan was called to talk to them.. had to make report.. it was 12 plus then.. after the commotion, we still hv to go for dry run! 1st pair to go was boon and jayanta, the nxt was kian leong and grace. so super tired le.. practically dragged my feet ard... when we finally could slp, i couldn't find my sleepin bag!!! wat a day...
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on wed, i realized liying mistook my sleeping bag for her and used it.. had games again.. but boon, jayanta and i went to do confi walk. they moved esther's station from the 3rd floor toilet to the male staff toilet in the hall... we tried out that station umpteen times, each time more and more pple joined.. soon mr lim, esther, boon , jay, jia qing, pk and me were in the toilet.. the badminton pple were hving trning and they keep looking at us walking in and out of the toilet.. it was decided tat esther would becon them to follow her, then she hid behind the partition in the toilet and walk alongside the j1 to the mirror. at the mirror, she will touch her hair and make moaning sounds. on cue, jia qing will slam his hands down on the mirror from inside the hose room while pk do the sound effects..
it's lunch and after tat is study time. i tried to study but ended up slping.. then it was gym.. by then, i was totally in a zombie mode.. but soon i felt better.. they had to go the blip style of run.. sprint a distance further away each time.. as i watched, i think someone likes someone.. i sort of observe since then... hmm...
anw, dinner was at elias mall and lao wei treated us drinks...
back to sch and they had interaction time. boon, grace, jay, ron and me went round to set up the candles and stuff.. the sch was dark from the classrooms onwards! woohoo! we got the j2s to get ready with their constume and makeup.. we were behind schedule..
trish wore tms uniform.. she made her hair messy. we all think she looks nicer tat way.. wah her make up.. dunno wat to say.. she supposed to crawl out when the j1 were signin their name at the maths staff room. en wore sac unifrom, she and john paired up.. they made a scarecrow wearing tms uniform and drop it down when the j1 is climbin up the stairs.. esther wore a thai sarong kinda thing, muhsin wore red traditional malay constume while i was in red cheong sum.. first time wearing! moo painted his whole face white! so scary! ron would hid under the lt toilet's basin and grabbed the j1's leg when they enter.
everybody was in a rush and quite blur.. soon it was going to start.. the j1s were in the dance studio watching 'acacia'
the 1st victim was mr lim.. he laughed when he saw me! and wasn't scared by muhsin.. i was supposed to distract them while muhsin will scare them from his hiding place.. anw, some j1s were scared, some weren't..
they stopped the confidence walk at after the 9th person and told the j1s tat something happened.. they acted out along with mr lim.. wondering if they shld cancel it.. think the j1s weren't scared.. anw the walk continued after tat.. it was already like 12am le.. and we hv 21 pple.. jay when ard and told us to pray. dunno y too.. but we all did... the whole thing ended ard 2am..
during the debrief.. jay said tat smth really happened. he said the 3 candles tat they place on each succesive steps were moved and placed in a row.. i listened.. and then raised my hand after he finished.. i told him it was muhsin who knocked down the candles and placed them in a row.. it caused everybody a scare. they even went back to pray.. but jay then say there was another incident that happened.. this time it's real. shall not mention abt it..
went to bathe to wash off the face paint..
actually can slp le.. but mr lim lost his bunch of cca rooms keys.. haiz.. searched bags, questioned pple.. in the end, jay, jerry, grace, kian leong, mr lim and me traced back the confidence walk route to search for it.. we couldn't find it.. then the 4 guys climbed over the ramp to go to the 1st lvl.. they then found it at the armstrong club area.. we had moved tables and chairs before hand.. had misplaced it then.. when everything was done, it was 4 plus! still got trnin.. slpt a few hrs..
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on wed.. woke up at 7am, then when back to slp and was awaken at 7.40am..we hadn't clean up the wax on the floor.. i quickly go bathe and joined jay to clean up the mess. by the time i can eat it was like 8.30am.. i could only eat a slice of plain bread and an egg cos i had to clear up the mess.. the bus left at 9am so everybody was in the rush..
today's trning was slack. coach say tml's will be shiong.
went to ps pastamania for lunch then i hurried down to sgh... arrived early as all the transport tat i take didn't need much waiting time.. fell aslp while waiting.. the psyhio taped my knee and rolled it up.. she ask me wear that thingy back home!
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2 wks left. how how?
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wake me up when september ends..

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7:49 PM

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Monday, June 06, 2005

trnin on sat was not bad.. yeah! but then the rj pair is improving even faster then us! my god! their timing is like wow! when will i reach that standard?? jia you to boon n me..
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canoeing chalet was so so... more like an own personal gathering then with ur frens.. didn't get to slp much and well.. but nvm.. at least got chance to slp on the bed awhile when others dun hv.. lala.. we caught the 1st bus from the chalet to tanah merah mrt... anw, i think we nv put in effort to mix with the rest.. but sama sama i guess.. we went simpang to eat.. ate my fav combi: one egg, one kosong, and teh tarik.. haha. 10 of us eat to gather.. when they took orders we had to raise hands to count 'votes'.. haha
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rush thru breakfast cos i gotta go newton to report for cip.. collecting for the epilepsy grp.. dunno wat's tat.. so malu when pple ask me i cannot ans... we were dispacted to marina sq... took bus 700A from newton.. we started collection just outside suntec... there's a Asian Scuba Tour just there and they give free trials to do scuba diving in a makeshift tank.. cool sia.. haha so temptin.. we collected for one hr or so and got chase off by the secruity! oh well.. we went to the toilet and could feel his presence behind us.. scary! after tat we felt lost as we dunno where to go! sigh.. we went to marina sq tat side and stood thinking where to go.. then another secruity guard came to us! must be the 1st secruity guard go warn every other guards abt us... argH! we wondered ard... and decided to go bugis.. we stayed there for awhile before going back to newton. took 980 to novena. then 167 to newton.. haha bus rides were so fun! we returned the cans and sat down to rest.. then one lady offered green bean soup for us.. not offered la.. but sort of like force.. so we ended in the kitchen which is overflowin with food.. managed to finish the soup and quickly ran away.
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we decided to take bus back to tampines to save mrt fare.. there's 67 and 66. we took 67 first and got off the nxt stop as firstly, it's full of indians, secondly i tot 66 would be faster. at that stop, there was this indian. dunno y his face like forever smiling de.. another 67 came, we wanted to take cos i scared late for tuition, the indian also wanted to board but the bus was full.. with indians. then 66 came and same thing.. waited for awhile then another 67 came.. meanwhile some indians walked pass the bus stop and tat indian joined them!! we found it funny as the indian could take any bus and ended up walking .. oh well.. we took 66 then transferred to 23.. back to tampines..
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tml is canoeing camp! wasn't looking forward to it as i've not done much studying.. all the j2 involved in the confidence walk.. i'm gonna be wearing boon's sis's cheong sam.. sure look oversized de.. i'll be at the dance floor outside bio lab with muhsin.. one person stand facing the corridor first while another hide.. then supposed to swop when the j1 is distracted.. muhsin will be in traditional malay costume... scary? haha dunno.. i'm afraid i'll be laughin
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gotta go pack me bag soon.. so many things.. sickening

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7:42 AM

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

yesterday was the start of the canoeing chalet at changi safra resort.. i didn't go cos decided to stay at home study... most of the j2 are goin there to study though.. but i tot with pple playin mahjong and cards.. v hard for me to resist tempation.. somemore i can't think of a place to study except the one bench outside the bungalow.. lala.. i was tempted to go.. but in the end, chose to stay.. glad i didn't regret my decision. managed to do work.. lala.. but i'll be going today to stay...
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bought the 250g of cadbury choc so as to obtain the ringtone of the song 'wouldn't it be nice'. i chose the flavour, black forest.. inside the choc there's this card. u follow the steps and u will receive the ringtone.. still hv to pay $0.80.. haha but nvm.. the ringtone quite nice sia.. haha.. for those who wants the ringtone, faster go get any 250g of cadbury choc cos promotion ends on 30th june.. haha.
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tml still got cip at newton. sian...
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wonder wat will trning today be like.. lala.. going trning soon.. bye!~

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8:58 AM

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

so long since i've blogged.. too busy le! dumb sch..
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today trning was quite gd.. ms tan and hubby-to-be came to macritchie for their wedding photo shoot! and she ask the canoeists to be part of it. wow . she is so chio!! dun see her in sch wear pe attire walk ard.. but in wedding gown.. gosh! anw, it's a hot hot day. and she and her hubby were sweatin like crazy! esp her hubby who wore a coat with shirt inside.. poor thing sia.. haha.. it was so fun! one of the pose we each took a paddle and form two rows along the pathment, then we crossed our paddles, like those knights with their swords.. as they walked thru us, we un-crossed our paddles.. another was the we stand 2 rows again, then must keep clapping and look at them, then the hubby popped a bottle of campange! some landed on me! and then i reeked of alcohol.. eww.. but nvm la.. oh! got one is ms tan throw her bouquet of flowers! she had to throw 3 times cos we didn't get our actions right. we supposed to sort of run towards her and jump for the bouquet.. 3 times boon didn't get it. haha then they make fun of her.. haha... then got one shot they hv to kiss! we stood one row behind them, then one bend towards the right, one bend towards the left.. we supposed to look at them kiss. haha cool .. wah so many shots i can't say all out.. haha.. lala.. can't wait to see the pics!!
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oh! i went home early then went to changed. came out saw them (ms tan and hubby) on roller blades! they took pics on roller blades! (and wedding gown) pro..
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adam changed his image! haha look so diff.. he changed his specs to a half frameless one with black rim.. then dunno y he look slimmer.. keith also say.. haha stunning sia..
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i think i can just throw my ipod away le la.. sickening thing.. haha..
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oh gosh! no time to study... panic sia... tml there's canoeing chalet till sun.. lala. i going on sat only...

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9:55 PM

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