__________`` sometimes i wonder about you; * and wonder if you ever think about me. `` ____

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Monday, February 28, 2005

"How can I sing when my words have run dry?
How can I smile with a tear in my eye?
Summer's so lost when it's raining in June,
That's how it feels, when I missin' you."

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:10 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Yup, Rain has finally pelted on Singapore!! It's so relieving! No more hot weathers, No more fires.. I love the rain. Love the smell, love walking in it.. Drenching myself.. Erasing everything. Actually, this is a song by A1. Just realised today that some of their songs are nice.

Today i went to the airport to study with aud.. Surprisingly, she asked me to study yest!!! i got stunned xia. It's not like everyday she ask me out. Haha, anyway, i was late by like 5 mins. Then had her walked back to the 27 bus stop. Then she start complaining.. aiya, walk abit only right.. Like that also whine.. haha then threatened to go home. Childish. Haha, we had a hard time deciding where to go study. Ended up at coffee bean.

So we started studying.. and that girl still want me to help her order drink.. nth to say. Did bio hw.. studied maths.. Wah complex numbers so tough lor. Sigh.. Haha.. and that aud say that when i frown she scared.. haha. Frown cos i thinking ma.. like that also scared..

After studying for hours, decided that it's time to settle our stomach. So again we wondered ard thinking of what to eat.. ended up at the staff canteen at t2. Had pasta. Not nice de! haha. See alot of mjc pple.. Then we went to t1 on the sky train. I made aud sit the sky train twice with me! cos when we go there was standing up so squeezy. I wanted to sit on the ledge! haha. so fun! But she dun let me sit one more time. Spoil sport.

T1... so many memories...... I walked v slowing, reminiscing.. haha but that aud keep rushing me sia.. legs longer abit big deal? must walk so fast.. haha.. we went to the viewing mall and stayed there very long.. I wanted to view the planes... Love watching planes landing.. planes taking off... haha finally we left.. or else aud will be bored. Oh.. aud's a paedophile!! keep looking at the kids there playin at the playground.. She was virtually staring at them lor!!!!! omg!!! haha ..

we went to t1 staff canteen cos she wanted to buy food for her mum. Then saw boon and esther.
After that studied on bench near bk... Didn't really study cos i was looking ard.. haha then finally i was so bored so i said we go home..

Watching home video now. haha

"You'll be Stronger With Each Tear You Cry"

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:09 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Saturday, February 26, 2005

Today, the canoeing cupboard was swarmed with ants... Again... As always, the 'Kill Ants' mission was launched. Wash the lifevests!~ Step! Step! Step!~ Leave no ant alive!~ Can you imagine how many hundreds and thousands of ants were drowned or squashed? I see the ants frantically running for their lives, but yet humans show no pity. Not one was spared from the cruel death. Are these deaths unjustifiable?

I know that getting rid of them is inevitable, but do we have to kill them? Those are lives there, ruined under our hands. What if we are in their shoes? Seriously I think killing is cruel. Cruel!! These does not apply only to the ants, but to the poor animals that were slaughtered to feed our stomachs. What right do humans have to take their lifes? It is just humans' dominating way. Not only do they keep these animals in poor conditions, in cages so small they can hardly breathe, but also find means to increase their weight so that the merchants can earn more. That's so immoral!!! Animals are not meant to be tortured, not meant to be under the knife.

After canoeing, a second batch of ants came and the killings started again. Please just go away and find a new, better home. I'm sorry I can't help, but I'll pray for you all.

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
1:43 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, February 25, 2005

I'm kinda pissed.
I treat u so kind, yet u treat me like dirt.
I care for you, yet u show no concern about me.
I give way to you, but have you ever given way to me?

I'm pissed now.
Pissed cos you have always taken me for granted.
Pissed cos you are so dependent on me.
Pissed cos I am invisible to you.

I hate it when you give me black face.
I hate it when you start pushing me around.
I hate it when I get pissed by you.

I want this not to happen again.
I want to see us first at the finishing line.
I want to give u a big hug when it's all over.
I want to help you, help us.

I want to.... But would you let me?

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
10:19 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, February 24, 2005

WOW!!! My grass monster has grown again!!! so cool!!! My parents all were surprised!! So exciting!! Hope it doesn't die so fast.

Woke up and started counting my hong bao money.. Can't believe i actually kept it under my pillow for the full 15 days!! Hee.. so fun to open hong bao..

I'm going studying and gym with en later.. :P

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
8:07 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

I woke up this morning and checked my grass monster for any signs of life.. and i saw many small grass sprouting!! I'm so happy! I thought it'll probably die in this heat.. Phew...

Off to school now..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
6:23 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Oh my God!! There's bush fire in Tampines, and i saw it!!!

Was on the way to tampines from school, on bus 15 with eve and kexin. We were talking about the fire on saturday and 'admiring' the destruction. Then eve saw smoke! As the bus got nearer, the smoke became more intense, and we actually can see the fire!! yup, raging fire!! It's so cool and scary at the same time. My First time seeing a real fire!!

Smoke filled the sky.. Thick brown smoke... It's scary cos it's just beside us!.. and the worst thing is, the smoke is moving towards the direction of my house! Lots and lots of smoke! Oh god. I called me mum to ask her abt the house and my grass monster that was left on the ledge. I'm scared that my grass monster will probably be covered by soot when I get back home. My blur mum didn't even notice that burnt grass and what's not actually traveled so far into our house!! She only went to check the rooms when the smell of smoke got worst.

Went to starbucks and had a espresso frappacino. Yum Yum. Walked around the pasar malam. I wanted this white pants but there's only male ones! So disappointing. Saw pooh bear hp accessory and wanted to ask ms seah if she has any accessories. But didn't. Then I saw her with her fiancee!!! So sweet.. haha :P

Went home as usual on foot.. regreted it!!! The smoke was still there and breathing in those carbon monoxide sure sucks. All the vehicles including buses has to detour from the fire area and go another route. I was surprised to see bus 27!

Now I'm back at home... Safe.. haha.. This sudden influx of bush fires sure means one thing: The world is getting hotter! Global warming! All humans' fault :(

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
7:01 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, February 21, 2005

My idol!

Yup this is Naruto, my new found role model! He's not a coward and has great determination. I want to be like him, and I will! I want to be strong, emotionally and physically. I shall not cry or give up so easily. Every obstacle I meet shall not stumble me. I will give 120% of my ability for every stroke i pull, for every test i take, for everything. I will be like Naruto.

I don't wanna let you down, I don't wanna let myself down. Trust me, I will never disappont you from now on.

"Fatigue does make cowards of us all - if we let it"

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
11:10 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Yeah i'm happy!
Happy cos i stayed up still 3am do chiong all my work.
Happy cos i didn't sleep in school today.
Happy cos i've got great, amazing frens.
Happy!

Oh... but i'm kinda disappointed cos during trning, my knee had a sharp pain and went weak. I could not finish the 3 x 800m! And i can only just watch boon run alone.

After trning, i stayed in sch to study!! haha think i'm a mugger now... but wat to do? My dreams can only be accomplished by aceing through this system.

Had a nice journey home with ms seah. yeah she's the best.. like big sister like tat.. erm.. haha.. i can't wait for her wedding!!!!

gonna stop!!!! mugging in process...........

"Mind Over Body"

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
10:40 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*